I have just finished my first week of college. And it hasn't been easy. You see, when you're extremely close with your family and haven't been away from them for more than a few days, somehow moving over 400 miles away knowing that this is it doesn't go over too well. Crazy, I know. Do I regret my decision? Absolutely not. I love my university and the people I have met here already. But not a day goes by where I don't think about how much I miss my family. I miss the way things used to be. I miss family game nights and movie night. I miss shopping with my mom. I miss working on various home improvement projects with my dad. I even miss driving my brother to school. Moving out has been, by far, the most emotionally difficult time of my life. But for me it is now or never, there is no stopping it.
My visit to Munich changed a lot about me. First, it upped
my confidence in my ability to adapt (I guess catapulting out of your comfort
zone can do that to a person). But more so than that it challenged my
definition of freedom. Things that were apparently normal in Munich would likely
lead to arrests back home.
Recently, I was fortunate enough to go on a trip to
Europe for one week. Munich, Germany and Salzburg, Austria. The experience was
unbelievable and I am still at a bit of a loss for words, but I will do my best
to describe it. After years of watching travel videos on YouTube and Netflix, I
was living it. Like a dream. Honestly though it’s like a quote I read somewhere,
“I have been wanting to leave ever since I figured out there were roads willing
to take me anywhere I wanted to go”. I had been dreaming about going to Europe
for so long and this trip went above and beyond any expectation I had of the
place.
I recently took a trip to Cape Canaveral, Florida – a family
favorite vacation spot. We spent seven days in a beach-side condo and did NOTHING but walk on the beach and try
out new restaurants. I took a few pictures to try to capture how lovely it was. I hope to be back again soon.
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Growing up I was told high school would be the best four years of my life and I should appreciate them as they will go by fast. And quickly they did pass. Would I call them “the best four years of my life”? Well, no. I cannot say that because that would mean that the rest of my life, in turn, is a downward slope, each year worse than the last. And thinking that way is no way to live. But what I can say is that senior year was the best year so far.
Senior year of high school is unique, to say the least. You walk through the doors on your first day knowing it is your last year. You shrug it off or you celebrate the fact. As the year drags on, the homework piles up and you don’t have time to enjoy much of anything. Then you realize your college applications are due soon and you have no idea what you want to do with your life or what you want to study or where you want to go to college. So you stress yourself out with a long list of deadlines and due dates. But you’re not alone. Senior year is different that way. Everyone in your class is going through it with you.
Then suddenly it’s January. You start your second and final semester of high school excited by the idea of getting out soon. You think to yourself “it can’t come soon enough”.
Before you can blink it is April. College decisions are due soon and you, ideally, know what you are going to do, or at least have an idea. You confirm enrollment to a college or university and -ahh- you can breathe. You look around at your classmates and realize that you are all in the same boat, all figuring your lives out, united by the stress of it all. The only difference is that you are all sailing in different directions. Some will go to California to pursue a career in acting. Some will you to New York for architecture. Some to another country, broadening their horizons through study abroad programs.