It’s been nearly a month since the move and I don’t think I
have ever been happier. It takes time, for some it is longer than others, but
in my experience halfway through the third week something clicked and everything
started to make sense. Not that I don’t miss home and not like I have any clue
what I will be studying or what my career path will be or have any plan
whatsoever but it still makes sense.
I am here. I am meeting new people. I am exiting my comfort zone. I am trying
new things and learning more and more everyday both in academics and in life in
general. It just feels right. And it is changing me.
I feel I have discovered a new passion in Germany. A new love for architecture. Having known little more about building design than that of my high school or the Sears Tower (it will always be the Sears Tower to me), the sheer age of the buildings in Germany astounded me. There was so much detail to be seen in every aspect of the city, from building tops to plaza centers.
My favorite architectural find in the city, however, was the churches.
Every church was open for the public to step in and admire and with each stop
we made, it seemed to get better.
The most memorable church of the trip, one of
the most memorable places overall of the trip, had to be Asamkirche (Asam’s
Church). I cannot put into words how incredible it was. Pictures will never do
it justice. The vast amount of statutes, figures, murals, gold, and white, and
light. And the detail in every small aspect of the church. We stood, with jaws
dropped, taking it all in for probably twenty minutes and still probably missed
out on seeing a lot of different parts.
There was so much to be seen. If you ever find yourself in Munich, Asamkirche is a must-see. It was incredible.
I have just finished my first week of college. And it hasn't been easy. You see, when you're extremely close with your family and haven't been away from them for more than a few days, somehow moving over 400 miles away knowing that this is it doesn't go over too well. Crazy, I know. Do I regret my decision? Absolutely not. I love my university and the people I have met here already. But not a day goes by where I don't think about how much I miss my family. I miss the way things used to be. I miss family game nights and movie night. I miss shopping with my mom. I miss working on various home improvement projects with my dad. I even miss driving my brother to school. Moving out has been, by far, the most emotionally difficult time of my life. But for me it is now or never, there is no stopping it.
My visit to Munich changed a lot about me. First, it upped
my confidence in my ability to adapt (I guess catapulting out of your comfort
zone can do that to a person). But more so than that it challenged my
definition of freedom. Things that were apparently normal in Munich would likely
lead to arrests back home.